My new hairz

Where are you :'(

Yeap. lost my earring (this one here) WHERE IS IT? the one with the peace sign and a spike at the back lol. gone missing!? who knows.
Anyway, i am totally ill today! and of course ive just been sitting around, feeling crappy for the whole day. and hoping and hoping that no-one (a.k.a friends, boyfriend ect..) will knock on the door. Look at my face!? actually..dont. couldnt be arsed to put on foundation and liquid eyeliner so i look rather tramp-ish. along with the fact that i look deathly pale. Im also wearing trackie bottoms. ME. wearing trackies. no. hell no. So basically, i cant make a video diary or anything, i cant take pictures of myself.. (im not vain ok? i just enjoy it) and i CANNOT go into the outside world. i might melt in the sunlight or something. oh yeah, and i can certainly NOT ...find my earring :'(

Bite me. Bitch

So, another day battling with my laptop. But apart from that, things are a little slow at the moment. I dont know why but i seem to get lost in my own little world, and to be quite honest, time is going incredibly slowly right now. I feel the same every morning i wake up, and i also feel i should be doing something productive. But due to my lazy-ness and lack of sleep recently, my body says otherwise. I think maybe, what my mind is trying to tell me is that something new and drastic has to happen soon enough, and i have to be the one to make sure it happens!

Current obsession?

Ok, current obsession? punk/visual kei trouserss! ;) luckily my boyfriend gave me his which im wearing in one of the pictures. I just love the buckles and the way they sound when you move. Unfortunately, his are guys ones (obviously) and theyr really high waisted (fit for a guy!) and i usually wear my trousers dangerously low :P but i still love them. <3 Also, the first picture is of two models (pretty obvious aswell lol) the guy on the right is called Alex (nearly every scene kid will know him!!) but i cant help thinking hes TOO pretty pretty y'know? the second picture, i just found interesting, and im pretty sure theres a story behind that ;) makes you wonder doesnt it... how'd she get there?

love is a very trousered thing ;)

Hell yeah! i am SO getting these jeans!@!@!

Everything about you is so easy to love..

My boyfriend gave me half of his heart :) i wear it everyday. I love it so much. When i miss him, i hold it.
Its the only way i can feel close to him when im lonely/extremely bored in school.

Sometimes it begs to be with its other half ;)

I Love You Forever x

Freedom is a Lie

I go crazy for everything on this page ;)

strawberry cannabis ;)

Damnnn i want that leopard hair!

god sake! wth do i do? i want blonde, but i want dark too . :S

anyways, im being such a bad guurl lately ;) check the fag & the boyfriend 3 years older than me ;) naww im not that naughty ahem... 0_o

and yes my cupcake WILL kill u becos its bloody sexy

x

Oh Dearr

I have met someone truly amazing. I still dont understand why my mind is just focused on him. But he is simply beautiful. Sure my friends help me out when im sad, but one word from him, and im completely happy. i got scared today. I thought i upset him. Good thing i didnt. He told me it was fine, over and over again. He wants me happy. And he wants me to be safe too. I want the same for him. Ive never met anyone like him before, and yes i can talk and talk with him, but i wonder, does he really like me back? was his 'i love you' real? was it the truth. well, we'll see. xx

Viener Schnizel

OMGZ ITS MADDEH lol old pictures, i went kinda crazy one day and just raved with my camera ;D. Soo this is the new blog and yeah i did it because some idiot hacked and used my other one for chinese TV or something. Yeah if u wer the one who did it, and ur reading this. go find some other website to advertise on . Your Pathetic! But yess recently im obsessed with hair, (im going blonde on saturday), snack chocolates, lots of eyeliner and my new diary which i successfully pimped. Im also pretty happy with everyone because a few people have made up with me and im finally happy with everything ;) Although i have found out who my true friends are! so yess, soo u next time ;) chow

Something wicked this way comes..

Sooo yeah, two of my list of favourite models ;) Alex Evans (the Hot emo one with the lip ring) and Luke Worral (One with the dog ) Also a man who has broken his spaceship ;D, an interesting looking corset piercing (thought they wer gross but then thought, wouldnt it be cool to have a mini one!) and what seems to be alex pettyfer and co's hands ;) ou'revoir little hornmeisters